I ended up with a major migraine today.
One that refused to be sated with hot showers, heat packs and a variety pack of meds.

*exhales*
A massage ended up helping the headache go away for the most part towards the later evening.

But overall...I just tensed myself out and I don't quite know why?
Was it because I tried to take a nap after church?
No...maybe? I mean my head was feeling fuzzy before that point.
But it was just steadily getting worse throughout the day.

So probably stress.
Probably the stress of wanting to write but being unable to write because my head was aching enough that I couldn't stare at a computer screen for long periods of time without making it worse. 

And it's probably just being unable to unwind from work, stressing over self set deadlines that I'm not making. stress over.... a lot of things. 

*exhales* 

Yah. Not a good day for my head. 

I knew it was coming as soon as the muscles between my shoulder blades tensed up.
Unsurprising because work was being it's usual Saturday stressful in that a lot of people were coming in and I'd just spent like the last straight hour helping customers out with the culmination of my last customer before I took a lunch being....a difficult one.
So the tension in my shoulders, going up to my neck, and then settling behind my right eye isn't all that surprising. 

Saturdays are usually the most likely days (besides Fast Sundays) for headaches to rear their heads because gah. There's sooo much customer service and soooo much need and I'm stressing trying to get opening done and making customers happy and my social battery is just draining and tensing me up and yah.....

Headaches aren't fun.
Especially when they're refusing to leave. 

I have a slight headache behind my left eye tonight.
More than likely it's from the tension of driving up north, getting my teeth cleaned, and driving back down south again. But yah...it's tension. Tension in the shoulders. Tension the jaw. and an ache behind the eye.

I ended up with a headache today.
It's festering behind my right eye.

And definitely was caused by tension at work.
Because I suddenly had a lot of stress placed on me where I had to do a labor intensive thing in a short amount of time unexpectedly.

That labor intensive thing?
Tearing apart three of our display fishtanks to get the fish out of them because we're taking them down and the power got shut off a day early so I needed to get them out 'now' so that they wouldn't be without running water and heat for too long.

*exhales*
So stressful.

Me: So we want to work on this writing idea.
Brain: This idea? *holds up different idea.* 
Me: No. THIS idea.
Brain: That idea? *holds up completely different idea* 
Me: NO WRITE THIS IDEA!
Brain: …...so no ideas then? No writing?
Me: No. Write this idea!!! Gah. 

Me: …..
Brain: …..
Me: …..
Brain: …..
Me: You know....this writing thing would be easier if you....you know, actually thought of things to write?
Brain: *suddenly has twenty ideas* 
Me: *overloaded with ideas* No! Too much! Too much!!! AHHHH!!!! HELP!!!!
Brain: :D

There's been a slight headache coming and going throughout the evening behind my eyes. Possibly its more tension based than anything else. Maybe need more food or something.
But yah...I'm just...tired.