Saturday, May 13, 2017

Internal Fuming

It's internal fuming that did it.
Gave me the tension in my shoulders, the ache behind my eye.

It's the "I'm so irritated about this and I'm still trying to understand why so and so thought the way they did when that's the furthest thing from the truth." sort of internal fuming that's hard to get out of your head.
Because you don't fully understand Why.
And you don't understand how.
And you're irritated that the person misunderstood your intentions.

And even though the issue has been resolved already...
My mind is still keeping that irritation on the back burner,
Churning it up in a constant cycle.
Wondering. Wishing. Thinking. Fuming.

Until something else comes along to distract me from that internal fuming and help me relax so I can get rid of yet another stupid headache that decided to make its presence known because I can't not stress about things this week apparently.

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